Post by Kat on Jul 17, 2017 2:14:28 GMT
Playby|| Kim So Eun
Nicknames|| Leto, her online name that she goes by
Online Usernames|| xXBlackHeartXx, Bu++ercup
Age & Birthday|| December 29, 1998 (Eighteen Years Old)
Sex & Gender|| Born female, identifies as female
Schooling|| Dropout of Metric Academy, currently getting her GED through SHS
Occupation|| Dishwasher at the Silver Moon Diner
Sexuality|| Asexual, Aromantic
Relationship Status|| Recently called it off with her online SO
Appearance|| Maggie is very petite, standing at 5’4” and weighing around 100 lbs (give or take a few). Usually she puts very little effort into her makeup though on occasion she can be seen with dark hues on her pale skin. As for her hair, it is almost exclusively down and in waves.
Health Issues|| Maggie unfortunately suffers from depression. She hasn’t gone so far as to self-harm yet but she very well is getting there. She also is plagued by social anxiety and is known to have panic attacks in stressful situations.
Nationality|| Korean-American
Hometown|| Bend, Oregon
Birthplace|| Daejeon, South Korea
Personality|| Maggie was once the loud-mouthed fun-loving gal that was invited to all the parties. Since last year she has changed. Now she is much more quiet and closed off. She keeps people at a distance and avoids social interaction as much as she can, preferring to be on her laptop more than anything.
Likes|| blue raspberry anything, chatrooms, cherry chapstick, stuffed animals, funko art pops, the smell of air conditioners, coffee, almond milk, arnold palmers, thunderstorms, Halloween
Dislikes|| clowns, dairy products, summer weather, being touched, children, alcohol, Christmas, tea, weapons, sushi, mornings, going into work, when Netflix takes good selections off, humidity
Hobbies|| online roleplaying, writing, drawing, video games, dancing (though on the downlow)
Clothing Style|| There was a time where Maggie wore nothing but pastel colors. That is behind her now and she has let the goth culture take over her wardrobe. Her clothing is almost purely black with few exceptions of purples, blues, greys, and reds.
Music Taste|| As strangely as it sounds Maggie’s music taste is all over. SHe enjoys some classical instrumentals, and the 80s had some great rock and pop music. Mostly she listens to the 2000s punk rock/emo bands. Her guilty pleasure is K-Pop.
Religious Preference|| Her family is strictly Buddhist though Maggie no longer practices.
Habits|| She bites her nails a lot and if she doesn’t have nails to bite off, she will settle for the skin surrounding her nail beds. She also tends to crack her knuckles when bored.
Home|| Maggie now lives in a small downtown studio. It is just the right size for her and she doesn’t think she’ll need bigger any time soon.
Myers-Briggs|| INFP-T, the Mediator
Enneagram|| Type Five, the Investigator
Temperament|| Melancholic
Alignment|| Chaotic Neutral
Family Members||
- Seong Han|| Father (49), nuclear physicist. Seong never gave much attention to Maggie.
- Jung Han|| Mother (42), former model. Jung pressed Maggie to get into the modelling gig but Maggie was never keen on the thought.
- Ok Han|| Younger Brother, deceased. Maggie was very close with her brother and misses him deeply.
Social Life|| Does being online count? Maggie was once a popular gal but now she has little, if no friends at all. She spends most of her time on her laptop, chatting with people there.
Possessions|| Her laptop. It is her most cherished possession, in all honesty. She always has it at full charge and at the ready to be used.
Her cell phone. Not that she uses it for standard communication but she really uses it to access the internet so it is like her computer only more portable.
Her collection of stuffed animals. They take up most of her bed and couch but they are great to snuggle with.
anal__probing69|| this asshole.. Maggie only knows that this friend of hers goes by the name 'Crush' and is an absolute horny bastard. Maggie does get along with them, though, and considers them one of her closest friends. They might have never seen each other's faces but she feels she can talk to 'Crush' about anything and not have to worry about being judged.
bushdid9_11|| no longer her SO. After meeting Hunter in the real world, face to face, the age gap between the two seemed a bit uncomfortable. He is still very close to her heart and likes that they have remained friends at least.
dickslol2017|| jerkface :3. Maggie finds this person utterly hilarious and they always know how to brighten her day. This particular friend goes by the name 'Dick', which opens up for many jokes on their end. Maggie doesn't speak to them as often as Crush or Onyx, but Dick is still a close friend.
imnotcrying_yourecrying|| 'Everyone's Daddy'. This pal goes by the name 'Lollipops', or Pops for short. Pops is often the first to realize if Maggie is having a bad day. They are the caretaker of the group and will often give the best advice.
M0JoJ0J0|| gaming buddy. They play Words with Friends a lot and has recently brought up other games to him that they can possibly play. She actually enjoys playing with him, and perhaps reveals a bit with him. Even if she doesn't mean to.
Seong Han was perfectly satisfied in living the life of a bachelor scientist. His parents pressed him to marry and keep the bloodline going, but Seong was not exactly the most social man. Finally, when the pestering grew too much, Seong agreed to let his parents arrange a marriage for him. They found a young model by the name of Jung Taeyceon and the couple was married within three months.
The marriage was a loveless one, and Seong spent most of his days in his lab. Jung was unhappy in her housewife life, which was made even more stressful with the discovery that she was pregnant. Seong was not even interested in the fact his family was expanding. He remained invisible as always. When little Maggie Luna was introduced into the world, Jung was determined that her daughter would live the life she herself was not able to. She dressed the child in the best clothing, and even made her wear makeup.
The year after Maggie was born Jung discovered she was pregnant once again, this time with a boy. They named him Ok Soleil. The two siblings were close from the beginning and Ok would often cry until he was placed next to his sleeping sister. After a while even Maggie couldn't sleep without her brother's heartbeat in her ears.
Maggie's first experience with modelling was when her mom entered her into toddler beauty pageants. Maggie came in second place in her first one and Jung was ecstatic. Maggie herself was not thrilled at all. She was forced to wear these outfits that were itchy and uncomfortable. The only person she even felt safe enough to express her concern to was her brother. He understood completely, and was an amazing listener.
When Maggie was five the Han family moved to the United States, seeking refugee status due to her father's work. They were granted entry and within a year or two they were citizens of the United States of America. That did not change Jung's mothering, however. Maggie was entered into many more beauty pageants and was pressed to win them for her mother's approval.
Maggie found she had to sneak in what she actually enjoyed doing. She wrote in a journal at night by the dim light of a flashlight. In there she wrote fictitious stories of princesses who slayed their own dragons and saved the knights. Only Ok knew of her stories, and often would ask his sister about the next installment. It was nice to be supported for things that were truly a part of her.
The summer before she turned fourteen Maggie discovered her mother had sent an application to an arts school so Maggie could become a professional model. Maggie did not want to be a model but in her home's culture her opinion did not matter. Ok tried to defend his sister's interests but was shot down and even punished for defying the family.
Her first year at Metric Academy was a strange one. Though she was free of her mother's hovering she still had that feeling that she was being watched and judged for pulling out her journal. There was also the pressure to keep up her work, or she could be disowned by the family. Even her brother was faced with pressure to become a scientist like his father.
It wasn't until she met some people and became friends with them that she even could trick herself into thinking she was happy. She was a hit at the school, and everyone begged for her to show up at their parties. For a time she could even be considered popular. It seemed as if she was always so busy, and she often forgot to check in with her family.
Every time she went home it seemed as if her brother was doing worse. He was always disheveled, with bags under his eyes and a shake in his limbs. He couldn't even look anyone in the eye. Maggie thought perhaps it was the stress of living with their parents. She did attempt to get a solid answer from her brother but he just brushed her off, but her suspicion did not go away.
Things at Metric grew more hectic. As she grew older the parties got more risky. She was fifteen when she had her first taste of alcohol. And she loved it. The buzz that was provided for her through the drink seemed to drown out the sadness she felt over living a life that was a lie. In retrospect, she regrets getting into that lifestyle as it opened the door for one of the worst nights in her history.
When she was sixteen she kicked back five beers and three shots of who-knew-what. The world was a blur of noise and light then there was complete blackness. She awoke an hour later in a bedroom, a college boy leaning over her. She was so dazed she did not even realize what was happening when he placed his hand over her mouth and pinned her down. It wasn't until she awoke in the morning with the blood on the sheets that she knew.
She told no one of what had occurred, terrified of what would be said of her for 'allowing herself to get into that situation'. So she kept it a secret. She didn't even tell her brother, whom she told everything. He knew something was wrong but she was as silent on the matter as he was when it came to why he looked so ill.
Maggie withdrew into herself, finding the thought of leaving her room caused her heart rate to increase rapidly and her breathing would become difficult. She attempted seeing Mr. Lambert in the Counselling Office but she never made it to the first meeting. Her grades slipped and she started to fail all of her classes. Her parents were furious and threatened to disown her if she did not correct her grades. Ok, ever his sister's protector, tried to get them to understand but he was silenced and punished once more.
Things grew worse and the winter of when she turned seventeen was when everything came crashing down to rock bottom. Maggie was being threatened with expulsion, and her parents screamed at her all the time during the holiday season. Ok grew worse and worse, trying to defend his sister in vain.
Then, the night before Christmas Maggie noticed something was wrong. Ok had not come into her room as he always did on Christmas Eve. It was a tradition for them to stay up until midnight together and try to hear Santa's sleigh and deer on the roof. But he never came into her room. His bedroom light was on when she checked on him. The sight she saw would forever haunt her. She let out a scream before fainting to the ground, hitting her head on her brother's desk.
When the paramedics arrived on the scene they confirmed that Ok was dead, overdosed on heroin. His arms and he spaces between his toes were a crosshatch of scars form where he had injected himself and Maggie would forever remember that he just did not look like her brother anymore. He was too pale, too cold, to stiff.. Where was the warm, smiling protector of hers? He was gone forever, taken too soon for her liking.
Strangely enough the passing of her brother gave Maggie the courage she needed to tell her parents what she and Ok had been itching to say their whole lives. She was promptly thrown out of the house, only allowed to take a few possessions. Then upon return to Salem she dropped out of Metric Academy. She got a job at the Silver Moon Diner, since she needed funding She shut herself inside her apartment, discovering the online world. Talking to strangers on there seemed not as stressful as the thought of going outside.
She became close with a small group online, and she found her life revolving around being able to just talk to them. She didn't know much about them, in fact she knew really nothing. Yet they were the closest she ever had to true friends in the entirety of her life. One person in particular she connected with in such a profound way. SHe never thought she would get as close to a person as her brother once had been. Just a few months ago she and Onyx decided to try dating each other online, though they still have yet to exchange any personal information.
Notes||
In regards to her online friends, they can be literally anyone. Obviously this opens up for a variety of shipping. I am up for anything and anyone! If you are interested in taking one of her online friends (or maybe adding a new one) let me know and we can plot!
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