Post by Shelby on Dec 5, 2016 2:29:48 GMT
Chardonnay could think of nothing other than her own health; not the baby's health or what could possibly happen with it. Just... The stability of her on health. What if something happened to her, something life threatening or even something that could kill her? Didn't that happen? Didn't some women die from giving birth or even because of the pregnancy itself? What if that happened to her? What would happen to her restaurant? What would happen to her parents? Or what if she didn't die but she was stuck with some condition for the rest of her life that made her wish she was dead? What would she do with her life then? Try and take care of a baby that was the source of her ailments, that was the cause of her ruined life?
Fuck, she couldn't believe this. An indescribable sort of anger started to surface for the pregnancy and the baby itself. This baby could ruin her life before it was even born. She had and lived a healthy life; she had started working out years ago in order to make her body look good, but it also had improved her health. That was all going to go away, as if it had never happened. How... How could this happen? She could feel her throat start to constrict and fill with a lump. Chardonnay didn't feel sick anymore; no, her stomach just hurt because of the anger and her disdain for this pregnancy.
And Arthur wasn't making her feel any better. Actually, he made her feel more angry and frustrated about everything.
As he tried to comfort her and put a hand on her arm, she pulled away from him and didn't look when he told her to. He may have tried to tell her that nothing was going to happen to her, but what if it did? And how the fuck could he tell her that when he didn't understand one bit of what she was going through! He wasn't the pregnant one. His body wasn't going to go through the changes that hers was. He wasn't going to have to worry about getting sick or ending up with some type of condition, or even death itself. Nothing was going to happen to him. He wasn't going to have to push a baby out of his dick and deal with the pain of that. No weight gain, no fluctuating hormones, no feeling as if he had to throw up every second of the day. He had no right to tell her that!
This wasn't fair. Here she was fearing for what the fuck was going to happen to her and all Arthur was going to have to do is sit there, watching as she went through this pregnancy. For his kid.
Tears were beginning to burn her eyes, warming them and making them glassy. Stubbornly, Chardonnay blinked her eyes rapidly and then used a finger to wipe at the underside of both of her eyes. She wasn't going to say anything to him. She didn't have to, and he wasn't going to make her.
The tension was thick in the air as Chardonnay took to her silent treatment. It was fifteen minutes before the technician knocked on the door and opened it, rolling in a machine and greeting the two occupants in the room. She introduced herself as Mina Shay and said that she would be the technician for them for the day. She asked Chardonnay a few questions, like how she was feeling and how she as doing, and then asked the same of Arthur before she explained the machine before her. "It's nothing to worry about; this is just what will allow us to hear your baby's heartbeat. When was your last menstrual cycle?" Chardonnay answered, and after typing a few things on her own little laptop (did everyone have one of those, Chardonnay wondered), she smiled at the two of them. "All right! According to that, your baby's due date should be... March 12th. Now, a very low percent of babies are actually born on their actual due date, but this gives us a time frame for when to hopefully expect it. Most arrive either a week before or after their due date if there aren't any reasons for taking the baby early. So, mark your calendars."
She probably expected a better reaction out of her, but Chardonnay didn't say anything. She only huffed in response and folded her arms over her chest. "So, let's get started so that we can listen. We're going to be doing this internally; next time it'll be over your stomach for an actual sonogram." She told Chardonnay to prop her legs back up in the stirrups and all she could think was that she was tired of having things stuffed up her vagina. Though, she supposed none of this would have happened if she never had Arthur's dick in her without protection. "It may be a little uncomfortable, but it shouldn't hurt. And the gel we use may be a little cold, but this is just to help." She lathered up the wand and then slowly inserted it. Chardonnay winced and shifted a bit as the technician position the wand correctly and then flipped on the machine. She moved the wand some more and then, finally, there was a noise.
To Chardonnay, it sounded like a herd of horses running down a race track; the thumping was beating so rapidly, and she had half a mind to think that it was her own heart. "And there's your baby's heartbeat," Mina said, looking at the two.
Fuck, she couldn't believe this. An indescribable sort of anger started to surface for the pregnancy and the baby itself. This baby could ruin her life before it was even born. She had and lived a healthy life; she had started working out years ago in order to make her body look good, but it also had improved her health. That was all going to go away, as if it had never happened. How... How could this happen? She could feel her throat start to constrict and fill with a lump. Chardonnay didn't feel sick anymore; no, her stomach just hurt because of the anger and her disdain for this pregnancy.
And Arthur wasn't making her feel any better. Actually, he made her feel more angry and frustrated about everything.
As he tried to comfort her and put a hand on her arm, she pulled away from him and didn't look when he told her to. He may have tried to tell her that nothing was going to happen to her, but what if it did? And how the fuck could he tell her that when he didn't understand one bit of what she was going through! He wasn't the pregnant one. His body wasn't going to go through the changes that hers was. He wasn't going to have to worry about getting sick or ending up with some type of condition, or even death itself. Nothing was going to happen to him. He wasn't going to have to push a baby out of his dick and deal with the pain of that. No weight gain, no fluctuating hormones, no feeling as if he had to throw up every second of the day. He had no right to tell her that!
This wasn't fair. Here she was fearing for what the fuck was going to happen to her and all Arthur was going to have to do is sit there, watching as she went through this pregnancy. For his kid.
Tears were beginning to burn her eyes, warming them and making them glassy. Stubbornly, Chardonnay blinked her eyes rapidly and then used a finger to wipe at the underside of both of her eyes. She wasn't going to say anything to him. She didn't have to, and he wasn't going to make her.
The tension was thick in the air as Chardonnay took to her silent treatment. It was fifteen minutes before the technician knocked on the door and opened it, rolling in a machine and greeting the two occupants in the room. She introduced herself as Mina Shay and said that she would be the technician for them for the day. She asked Chardonnay a few questions, like how she was feeling and how she as doing, and then asked the same of Arthur before she explained the machine before her. "It's nothing to worry about; this is just what will allow us to hear your baby's heartbeat. When was your last menstrual cycle?" Chardonnay answered, and after typing a few things on her own little laptop (did everyone have one of those, Chardonnay wondered), she smiled at the two of them. "All right! According to that, your baby's due date should be... March 12th. Now, a very low percent of babies are actually born on their actual due date, but this gives us a time frame for when to hopefully expect it. Most arrive either a week before or after their due date if there aren't any reasons for taking the baby early. So, mark your calendars."
She probably expected a better reaction out of her, but Chardonnay didn't say anything. She only huffed in response and folded her arms over her chest. "So, let's get started so that we can listen. We're going to be doing this internally; next time it'll be over your stomach for an actual sonogram." She told Chardonnay to prop her legs back up in the stirrups and all she could think was that she was tired of having things stuffed up her vagina. Though, she supposed none of this would have happened if she never had Arthur's dick in her without protection. "It may be a little uncomfortable, but it shouldn't hurt. And the gel we use may be a little cold, but this is just to help." She lathered up the wand and then slowly inserted it. Chardonnay winced and shifted a bit as the technician position the wand correctly and then flipped on the machine. She moved the wand some more and then, finally, there was a noise.
To Chardonnay, it sounded like a herd of horses running down a race track; the thumping was beating so rapidly, and she had half a mind to think that it was her own heart. "And there's your baby's heartbeat," Mina said, looking at the two.