Post by mac on Nov 20, 2016 22:16:18 GMT
The door eventually opened, and Arthur looked at Chardonnay. She seemed confused, as she probably should be. Arthur looked away from her, to the dress he had in his hand, and then to the suitcase beside him. He’d calmed his face down so now he just looked blank – not particularly impassioned, but not particularly distraught either. When she made a joke he smiled at it and forced out a laugh, but his eyes didn’t light up and his heart wasn’t in it.
”No, that’s not it. My apartment is fine. Look... I... I want to...” His heart was still bearing, practically out of his chest now. For some reason he couldn’t form the words he knew he had to say. He swallowed a lump in his throat and offered her the dress he was carrying.
”Can I come in? I just need to put this down and the rest of it’s in my car. I came to talk to you, because I want to look for a serious relationship. I just... I can’t keep being fuckbuddies with you anymore if I’m trying to find someone, and you... well, we made the agreement to tell each other if we were looking for something else, so...” he trailed off, feeling very small all of a sudden. He chanced a glance over at Chardonnay. How would she react to this? She wouldn’t really care, right? She could find a new fuckbuddy, easily. She was hot, rich, independent, strong... and wouldn’t have any trouble in that regard. She’d probably barely miss him. Arthur tried to dismiss that thought in his mind, and slowly stepped into the condo and offered her the dress.